kaoz.... sore throat... drink so much water that i go to the loo twice an hr... wah kao... later bladder spoil how... waha... funny meh.... wait a minute... i haven study sia... later mus chiong fer next week icas liao.. goin to my ah ma home later... ooo, mus buy milk powder fer her... if she dun drink, mus force her drink liao... waha.. the same goes to my grandpa also.. waha...

minds goes up and down recently wif tat "gal" and tat "gal".... how r... i not flirt leh.... think know the out come liao... but then aiya... when guys like me lonely r.. will start thinking of this, of that... guess its temporary ba... wats gals sia... (dun lie to urself) wei~~~ mei li mao

dun say this liao la.... sian... reali sian.... y mus we study r? y this world so realistic de... mus haf cert then can haf great jobs. life so short ma... u dun kw when u will go heaven.. study is gd la... to an extend la... but then.. if u study the things u not interested in... in future, u also wont use tat skills ma... liew... singapore.... is gd but reali bad in somewhere....

watever it is.... we dun haf a choice also... learn to b optimistic lo... its hard everytime.. i tried all this months liao.. tats y i m not "emo" like i used to be lo.... cry fer that "gal" mayb last time ba...
now r... hmm... cant leh.... becum a real man liao.... muahahaha.... siao~ as if...

go and play gunbound liao la... sian.... kick the holy butts of those noobs...(as if i very pro... kns)

today mood=> average but sian~

phil posted at 4:40 PM.

Don't ever leave me....
Please don't....
Please.....

Those words kept repeating in his mind. Hopes perished. Nothing is going to change the fact. He sat at the corner of the room, trying to hold back his tears as he held the photos he took with Snow few weeks ago. The smiles and joys suddenly changed to sorrow and bereavement. Tears rolled down his cheeks once again. He thought of the happy and sad moments of the past he used to have. The buddies that grow up with him since primary school, his parents who left him a year ago and the girl, Snow who he loves most, departs just hours ago. He went to the kitchen and swallowed a number of sleeping pills to try to escape the reality.

He clicked the remote control.
The screen went freeze.
Just like his life.....

phil posted at 2:04 AM.

yoyoyoyoyoyoyo.... siansation sia.... now back to this toopid blog of mine.... wah kao.. sound so gay...  change the whole blog... waha... now look like shit... lazy to change liao.... so many things haven do. life still sian as ever... next week 4 icas.... zeng!~!! but then still can survive ba.... if not still can type this thing out... muahaaha.... funny meh... siao...  -_-
Looks like an idiot tokin to himself at close to 2am now.... go slp liao....

Today-->mood not too bad la... but xueyi's birthday leh... :( haix....

phil posted at 1:51 AM.